My pandemic days

My Pandemic Days


The entire planet becoming trapped in the pandemic zone was such an extraordinary and unexpected occurrence. I was in the second year of my college studies. In my undergraduate years, I had so many plans, but all of a sudden, nothing happens. I was in a different frame of mind and finding it quite difficult to fit in. My entire education was conducted online, which was really difficult to comprehend and adjust to all at once. The cherry on top of my overall sadness was the change in dates for my final exam in higher school. I was unable to sleep, eat, or comprehend how I could handle the situation well.


Being very possessive about everything being hygienic and worrying excessively about my family members not becoming sick from this illness made me physically ill and mentally upset. I made numerous attempts to mend myself, but I was constantly attacked by pain. I was depressed and had negative feelings about life. I experience goosebumps whenever I talk about those times.


Yet, the day before my final exam, I got up early and had a lengthy conversation with myself. I established a schedule for the days ahead and calmly got to work on it. It wasn't easy, but I gave it my all. I made an effort to comfort myself about my career. My final exam was the final stressor in these pandemic days. I concentrate on the area of my life that causes me the most stress. I was able to pass my exam days with a lot of perseverance and labor. I then made an effort to center myself by engaging in a novel activity, like cooking. Before, I never went to the kitchen to prepare any food for myself. Then I started searching new dishes on youtube and put a lot of effort to make it.






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